day 30+: some fits and starts, but now racing to the end

after this morning’s great start, i had some problems with getting back into the groove. i was either forcing it or going too far off track, and it was starting to be counter-productive. but even some forced breaks proved less than effective.

finally, i forced myself to try just a 20-minute stretch before dinner, and within 5 minutes i had a breakthrough. so much so that i wrote 8 more pages this evening, and things are picking up speed again.

it’s not quite as smooth as i’d like it to be, but it’s making up for it in intensity, and there’s always the revisions.

right now, though, it’s way past bed time.